Tuesday, December 9, 2008

I should be working on an essay

If slavery is not having control over your own life, then freedom is having control over your own life. Ultimate freedom would therefore be to have control over what you ultimately give your life to. Living freely is living in the knowledge that your life is and will be given to what you choose no matter when or how it ends.

I live freely now because of the knowledge that my life will ultimately be given to an eternity with God no matter when or how I die.


John 15:13

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

2 Timothy 2:13

You know what I love? You know why I can get up every morning? You know why I can make time to journal every night? It's verses like 2 Timothy 2:13:

"If we are faithless, He remains faithful ---
for He cannot deny himself."


God cannot not be God. I can falter and fail and fumble and fall, yet God will still be faithful. I don't deserve that. No one does.

Friday, October 10, 2008

Companion

I haven't posted for a while and I should have. A few weeks back, I wrote an article for the school paper and then last week it was published in the WeatherVane. I meant to post it, but in the busyness of college life I never remembered to. Today I was told that the word "companion" literally involves people who share bread together. It's people with bread. That reminded me to post my article. So, now I have!

An Invitation to Remember Jesus’ Humanity, Communion

By Daniel Miller, Contributing writer

“And he took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, ‘This is my body given for you; do this in remembrance of me’” (Luke 22:19). How common is bread? It was a staple of the rich and the poor. It composed the simplest meal and complemented the most bountiful feast. Those who had it lived; those that lacked it starved. As Jesus spoke these words at the Last Supper, God dared to transform the most commonplace food into a symbol of divinity in human flesh. Jesus’ parting gift was a tool for the disciples gathered around him to come together, share in a meal, and know that he is always present. God invited everyone to remember all of Jesus’ life in the simple, daily, mandatory act of consuming bread.

A few days later, two men walked away from Jerusalem to a small village called Emmaus. They were discussing all the events of the past days, of Jesus’ arrest, trial, crucifixion and the latest story of his resurrection, when Jesus himself came up and walked beside them. The two did not recognize the man and proceeded to tell him all about his own life. Jesus walked along listening and teaching them the deeper meaning of the prophets’ words as they recalled all he had done and all he had said. When they reached their destination the two men invited Jesus to share in a meal with them. “When he was at the table with them, he took bread, gave thanks, broke it and began to give it to them” (Luke 24:30). At this, the two men recognized him and he disappeared.

It was as if the memory was enough. The men knew plenty about Jesus—his life, teachings, death—but when walking with him at their side for miles they could not remember him. It was as if they forgot that Jesus was one to walk and talk with his disciples. It was as if they forgot he grew tired and hungry, weary and worn. It was as if they forgot he was indeed fully human! He accepted their invitation to eat bread with them that they may accept his invitation to remember him. And once their eyes were opened and they realized what kind of God they served, he was needed no more. They knew their God dealt with people, not positions. They knew their God cared for relationships, not regulations. In walking and talking among friends, in sharing in a meal—He would always be with them.

When you sit down for a meal, when you share time with friends, stop. Stop and look around at those with you. Look at them and see who they are—not random people, but friends. They are brothers; they are sisters. They are loved by God. Remember that. Remember them. Then eat and share in the memory of the meal; partake of the fellowship that our God demonstrated for us and encouraged us to have. Remember our God that, as a human, partook in this same action with those He knew. Accept His invitation to remember.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Sunday notes

I wrote some stuff down during church at the Table today and I want to post it. I thought about fleshing out my scribbles, but I won't. I'll let you come to your own conclusions from something God talked with me about this morning. Enjoy!



Space of lament:
What do I deserve?
What do You give?
forgiveness, mercy
blessings, grace
hardships, trials
What do I deserve? -- nothing. What have I earned? -- nothing.
What do You give? -- everything, good and bad. Then You make it good.
suffering, starvation, disasters, death -- can they be good?
Can even God make them good?
Yes, but I can't believe it.
I can't see it; I can't understand it.
I must trust.

Friday, September 12, 2008

WAAG!!

WAAG!!
What An Awesome God!!


That's it. I just needed to restate this essential truth.

Friday, September 5, 2008

Prayer

So once upon a Friday afternoon, I was spurred by a friend to think about prayer. I suppose it was mostly a casual comment, but I took it and ran with it anyway! Turns out I really like doing stuff like this! I pulled out past journals and other stuff and just had fun! I guess that makes me kind of lame if this is my opinion of fun on a Friday afternoon!

So here's most of what I wrote. I realized partially through writing it that I might as well post it on my blog. Whether people read it or not it's who I am and I might as well post it. Enjoy!


Last fall dramatically changed my prayer life. I'm not sure if I should call it a good change or not. For months I refused to pray aloud at all. I just wouldn't do it, unless it was really forced on me and then I'd be bitter at whoever asked me to. But anyway, basically two phrases come to mind: "Language has limitations, prayer doesn't," and "wordless groans."

"Language has limitations, prayer doesn't," is from September 29, 2007. I was sitting up on the hill at EMU crying my heart out because I didn't know what else to do. I wanted to pray; I wanted to work through things logically in my head, but I was totally incapable of finding words to even give my thoughts meaning. I couldn't do it! I couldn't think and I thought I couldn't pray. But I could pray. I could pray by crying. I could "just come to God in prayer, lay myself at his feet, and trust in his goodness." I didn't need words then. When I journalled that night I did have words to at least write something down even if "journalling isn't always enough. Pen and paper isn't always adequate." (I feel like I could quote that entry all day! "I am not in control! Let me say that again: I am not in control!" "My job isn't to be God for the world; it's to show God to the world!" "I have to confess my shortcomings and my limitations. After that God's faithfulness takes over! His bounty and love and grace and mercy and forgiveness begin to pour out! In my weakness is God's strength. That's what I learned.")

Sorry, back to the topic at hand. That phrase traveled with me for a while. Then later in October I was going through Romans and got to 8:26 and specifically the phrase "the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans." At that point is when I stopped praying aloud. I just felt like praying was kind of pointless. What could I tell God or bring to God that He didn't already know? I felt like I was praying to prove my spirituality or win God points or something.

Through it all though, I learned to pray more. One of my favorite verses is 1 Thessalonians 5:16-17 "Rejoice always, pray continually." People tell me praying continually isn't possible, but I say it can be. I don't say that I do, but I say that I've seen enough to believe it is possible. Praying with words at specific times during the day makes prayer formal and routine, but it doesn't have to be that way. For a while I enjoyed having a seemingly endless conversation with God! It wasn't a conversation with words, but with smiles and random thoughts and pleas and groans and other people. It was amazing!

I don't know what all this means, perhaps I'd just say stop trying to pray and just be with God. If you have something to say, then say it. I don't encourage silence, it was just something I had to go through. But if you don't have anything to say then say nothing--think nothing. Be with God. He knows all of our thoughts and prayers anyway. Sure, He likes to hear from us, but perhaps even more He likes to be with us. And longer prayers aren't more effective as if it was some formula, but sometimes longer prayers are needed.



I'm just glad that there is such a thing as a blog to vent my thoughts for those that care enough to read! As always, thanks for reading!

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

There is no formula for God

I had the divine pleasure to sit and talk with friends for hours last night talking about life! It was incredible! It’s one reason why I love EMU so much! As we tried to figure out life and our callings and what we ought to do with our education, we kept coming back to this one frustrating truth: There is no formula for God. It’s annoying really. So many Christians live to figure out what God is all about and what His will is for them. They attempt to please Him and spread Jesus’ story to others. That’s all good and well, but it’s not anything simple. You can't learn all about it in class. You can't master a strategy. You can't buy the knowledge of who God is. You can't use a formula for God!

So if I go to church every Sunday morning and some extra church event during the week and read my Bible 15 minutes a day and pray before every meal and don’t sin too much then whenever I need something from God He’ll give it to me. If I need help choosing a career then He’ll tell me. If I need help with a relationship then He’ll help me. If I need to learn some lesson then He’ll teach me. If I need to conquer some fear then He'll strengthen me. If I've done X, Y and Z then when it comes time for God to be God, He will and my life will be perfect. Nope. Never going to happen.

I posed this question: Does God ever make promises He never intends to keep? "Promises" isn't the right word obviously, but I couldn't think of a better way to phrase it at that time. Here's a better way: Does God ever tell you something will happen and then make sure it doesn't happen just to remind you that He is in control? Just when you think you have it figured out, you've been feeling peace and contentment for years on the path you are on and you are so close to making a gigantic difference in the world for God, He pulls out the rug and says: "Stop! I'm in control. So don't think you know the direction I'm leading." Does God do that?

We can get so set on our patterns of life. We can have this one song that always fills our hearts with worship; we can have this one place that fills us with God's presence; we can have this one friend that always shows us Christ at work; and then just to tell us that we haven't figured Him out, God'll pull it all away and remove all its meaning.

It would be so nice if we could say, if you aren't content with life then God wants you some other place. It would be so nice if we could say, if you are at peace then you are exactly who God wants you to be. But then we'd have figured out God. So what if we have no idea where God wants us to go or what God wants us to do or who God wants us to be and we are just asked to walk along blindly? What if we cannot rely on peace for our decisions? What if we are asked to live in discontentment as God tests our faith? What if God never gives us the courage to do that one thing that we should do and expects us to do it anyway? What if God doesn't help us with a decision and expects us just to make it and see Him work through whatever we choose?

No one has figured God out and no one ever will! All we can do is be obedient when His will is clear and always live in faith that He indeed is God.

Friday, August 15, 2008

Free will is funny

Free will is indeed funny. It's really quite unusual and I never really realized that until tonight. I know it's something that I must have been told before or at least realized to some small degree, but tonight it sunk in. As some people say, what had been head knowledge became heart knowledge tonight. So I figured I'd write about it. Why not?

I have no doubt that free will exists. God gave us the ability to make choices in our own lives with lasting consequences--good or bad. Tonight during a discussion on Genesis we talked about Adam and Eve. They obviously made a choice that was outside the will of God. And God didn't stop them; he allowed it to continue and let them live with the result. He told them not to eat of the fruit of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. They ate--free will.

What's funny about free will is the desired result. I consider free will a gift. Let's say it's a coconut. I have a dozen coconuts and don't really need all of them, so I mail a coconut to someone. They keep the coconut or they realize this is a really random gift that made them smile and would make others smile as well so they send it to someone else. The gift gets passed from person to person, but I don't want my 12th coconut back.

Free will is a gift God has given to us. He could force us to make choices that glorify Himself, but He chooses to give us freedom to make our own decisions. The funny part is that the thing He most desires is for us to give that gift right back to Him. We, as humans in God's image, have the ability to choose whatever we want. Ideally though, God would like us to forfeit that precious choice and do whatever he chooses--whatever glorifies Him. He'll make the choices for us and ask for our obedience and trust as we do as He wills not as we will. We give His gift right back to Him

Romans 8:28 comes to mind. It's a promise God gave us. My paraphrase: We know that God will work everything for good for those that love him and accept their calling. Basically, we can make choices for our own good and do what we can to improve our own lives. Or, we can choose God's purpose for our lives and live according to his choices and trust that he will carry out his promise to bring us good. Essentially, it's rejecting free will and living for God's will; it's being vulnerable and open and weak. That's what God wants us to do with our gift.


My prayer: Father, we come before you on our knees with our arms open. We ask for your will and the ability to live in it. So be it.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Joey

I spent my last 2 weeks at Penn York Camp with basically only one camper. Two weeks ago I also had responsibility over 3 more campers, but there were so experienced that I barely had to do anything. I could trust them--a huge blessing for any camp staff! So that allowed me to give adequate attention to this other camper, Joey. Then last week I was given responsibility for only Joey and no other campers.

Joel Rosario is one of a handful of campers that choose to come to Penn York Camp for multiple weeks during the summer. Usually campers that really love PYC can find two weeks that fit their age group and convince their parents to allow them to go twice. It's not that way for Joey. He never comes for a week in his age group. PYC doesn't hold camps for his age group. Last Sunday Joey turned 24. The closest fit week for him is teen week (last week) and the other week he loves is music camp (two weeks ago). For many years Joey has been coming to those camps when he is able. I remember 5 years ago, my last year at PYC as a camper, he was also a camper at teen camp.

See, Joey is severely mentally and physically handicapped. For those with patience he can walk around a bit on his uneven and very unsteady legs with the aid of a strong arm for his grasping left hand. But 95% of the time Joey will be seen cruising in his neon green Quickie II wheelchair. Since is right hand is shriveled and useless, the best Joey can do on his own in his chair is spin in circles. Yeah, that is slightly amusing, but he makes good use of it when able to face the direction he pleases, generally in the direction of the nearest music. Other times it's up to me to push him over hill and dale. I'm not really sure what that phrase implies, but for those of you that know PYC, the main building in on top a hill and everything else is down hill from there. So that makes coming back from everywhere a nice long uphill climb.

He requires extensive help to go to the bathroom and get changed in the morning. With bite size food he can eat fine on his own as long as someone watches to see that he chews and swallows often enough. Joey's main speaking is in echoes of whatever was just said to him. Since that proves useless in practical conversation, I had to make a lot of guesses at to what he needed. His most common useful phrase is "need to go to the bafroom." Unfortunately, that could also mean that he wanted to go to sleep. Occasionally he used "need to go to the bed," but more often it was pleads for bafroom and pointing to his bed or grabbing his pillow that conveyed the need for a nap. Words like "mommy" stressed the importance of his need whether I knew the need or not. Occasionally a head shake or nod when asked extremely simple questions would help.

I feel like I could write for hours about the uniqueness of Joey, but I'll only take the time to write more about his smiles and his laughter! He is so infectious! When he is not sleepy, he'll often be smiling. When music is also going he'll add a little bobbing forward and back. And his laughter always seems sporadic and leave me questioning what ever could be so hilarious. He'll giggle at the smallest things and anytime people take interest in his giggles it'll quickly be turned into the most heart warming laughter you've ever heard! His whole body will shake as he leans forward cracking up with cute yet intense laughter! Drool will always be present and the laughter will continue for minutes! The threat of a tickle will always up the intensity, whether you get close enough to tickle him or not! Just saying: "Joey, I'm going to tickle you" often does the trick!

From waving to himself in the mirror to 2:30am bathroom breaks; from singing along with each and every song to struggling to get him into the pool; from Combos and cake to needing to go to the bathroom a minute after we finally have reached the archery range, I'm going to miss him. It's been a good 2 weeks, Joey! May you continue to bring unspeakable joy everywhere you go!

Friday, May 30, 2008

The Super Blue Crayon

I was listening to the radio and a speaker said something about Jesus dying to bear the punishment of our sins. So I asked myself if it was true that God has this scale of justice that must be balanced. I thought for a bit and came to the decision that, yes, Jesus died and rose again to right a sort of balance. Here's what I wrote in my journal:

"See, when God gave us free will, the greatest gift ever--the gift of trusting us to keep the world perfect--then we were forced to choose. If a decision is made then out of all the possible choices there must be at least one right option and at least one wrong option. I call the right option(s) obedience and the wrong option(s) disobedience, or sin. There are probably very few choices that are so simple as to only have these two options, but every moment does have at least one option in each of these categories. I thought of it this way: if God offers us a box of crayons and asks us to pick the blue one and not the red one then we can still pick any of the, let's say, 24 crayons, but every time blue and red will be an option. There may even be multiple shades of blue and red, but blue and red will both be there.

"So, if each decision can have a bad choice, if at every moment we can sin, then there must be a penalty for picking that one. Same thing for the good, obedient choices except with rewards. Basically, choosing must matter or there wouldn't be a point to ever making a decision. God won't choose for us, so we have to pick a crayon. Only the blue and red and shades of each must have penalty/rewards, but all must have results.

"God loves his creation and would rather not punish us for picking red, but must have a payment for the red otherwise there would be no reason not to pick red and it would no longer be a wrong option. For a while the payment God chose was a sacrifice of goods--products of the self. But his beloved creation still kept choosing red and he still had to punish them. So he made it easier.

"Jesus came and died and rose again. It was God giving his own sacrifice--a product of his self--as a payment covering all the penalties. This does not mean that picking red is suddenly OK, not deserving a penalty. No, a penalty is still required, but there is an ever-present prepaid blue choice. The payment has been made for all of our red choices, but we still must make that one last choice of blue forgiveness to free ourselves from the penalty. At all times this super blue crayon is beside the box waiting for our hand to grab it. We can pick that option whenever we want as often as we want. And it is only possible because Jesus--God's self--came, lived, taught, died, and rose again defeating the penalty for sin: death."


Yep, that's what I wrote. Tell me what you think and where my thinking is flawed.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

One month later

It's been a month.

I stumbled across this tonight and realized it was the perfect thing to toss up on my blog for all to read. I don't know how much it'll mean to anyone else, but it was powerful for me to reread tonight. When I wrote it I was attempting to figure out how I felt. I was aiming for just one concise word, but this is what spilled out:

"January 3, 2008

Alright, this is weird and it won’t make sense, but bear with me: I expect my expectations to be completely wrong. I expect that God will totally destroy my plans and hopes and dreams. And in that way I’ll find that God really is in control. So I won’t stop making plans and dreaming. I won’t stop hoping or making expectations, but I will hand my semester and my life over to God to totally break. Break is the right word. I seek brokenness, uncomfortableness, stress, fear. I desire to be shattered into a million pieces by the thoughts I have forced upon me by all I see, hear, taste, touch, and smell. And when I fall, I fall on God. I fall into the arms of Jesus. I find out how holy God is. I find my place in this world. I lose all of myself. My eyes will be lifted to heaven. Only God and I will know. My prayers will fly! I’ll see all that God does. I’ll make promises. My good days will span months! I’ll follow what I love. I’ll be silent. I’ll cry out to God. I’ll know another world. I’ll know God loves me and remember all that I have to be thankful for. I’ll finally know how much God wants to know me. I’ll never stop singing and I’ll never cease to be amazed. I’ll be crucified with Christ. I’ll fall down, give my all and see that God was there the whole time. I’ll be consumed by holy fire. I’ll fully glimpse God’s mercy and glory as it’s shown to me. I’ll lose my life and find my love. Then I’ll come back. My life will span on. The time of my life won’t be over. And God will know me and I’ll know that he’s never gone. God is everlasting. No one word can sum up how I feel. That all is how I feel. "


Yeah. Thanks for reading.

Monday, April 21, 2008

The end has come

It's a sad day. The end has come and we leave at 6:10am (or something ridiculous like that) tomorrow morning. But it's impossible not to be happy too. I'm going home! It's an end of adventure/start of new adventure type thing and I wouldn't trade it for the world! I bet people are wondering if I'll be different when I come home, or maybe wondering how different I'll be when I come home. Well, I'm wondering the same thing. I know I'll be different, but if it's an easy change then I might not even be able to tell in what ways or how much I've changed. Oh well, that'll worry about itself.

A lot has happened since I posted last. I've been to the Vatican multiple times and seen the Sistine Chapel and been in Sunday Mass at St. Peter's Basilica. I went to St. Paul's Basilica and Santa Maria Maggoire and San Giovanni and San Pietro in Vincoli and tons of other churchs. I've stayed in 2 hotels and almost stayed in another and will stay in one more. I've wandered a bit in a maze of catacombs and gone to a mausoleum. I've mastered the metro system and many of the streets. I was a photographer for an "Angels and Demons" adventure. I watched as AS Roma blew a lead against Livorno. I saw the Roman Legion amass around me at the Circus Maximus. I walked in the footsteps of Paul down the oldest Roman road, the Appian Way. I've eaten at plenty of great Italiano restaurants and had my fill (almost) of gelato. I've seen the Colloseum at night lit up with a full moon floating nearby. I've done worksheets and taken my final exam. Yeah, I've pretty well done Rome.

I could write tons about all of those things but home is so close and I feel like I'll be telling these stories over and over very soon. For those of you that want me to type up some more descriptions I will for anything you ask. I'll just wait until the internet is free back in the USA.

I guess then I don't have all that much left to say. Well, except for random things. Like, if anyone comes to Rome they have to go to Giovanni Fassi's gelato restaurant. Or, don't put too big a bill into the automatic metro ticket machines. Or, don't cheer for the away team at a soccer match or in any way be unbiased. "Time Takes its Toll on Us" has been stuck in my head for a few days. I'm going to teach Briscola to whoever wants to learn. My journal is not quite full, but will be soon. And chapel is going to be pretty sweet on Wednesday.

Now I'm done, but just because the trip is over that doesn't mean I'll stop posting. My posts may not be filled with thrilling adventures like they have been, but I still hope to put up some stuff from time to time. Now I say goodbye to Rome and goodbye to this ridiculously amazing semester. I say thanks to God for seeing my through it all and for doing what has been done in my life. And I prepare to say hello to those at home who have been waiting all this time.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

When in Rome

I know that is an incredibly cliché phrase, but it actually works pretty well here. Suddenly nothing needs solid logic anymore. We don't need as much planning or preparation. We can be spontaneous and make random decisions. All you need to do is throw on "when in Rome" and suddenly everything is ok.

So yeah, I'm in Rome. Our last day in Athens was spent doing whatever we wanted. Turns out all 30 of us wanted to do the exact same thing! We all went to Agina, an island south of Athens, by ferry. It was gorgeous! Pretty much all of Greece is gorgeous, but this island was stunning! We hung out on the beach and walked the streets. Some people rented scooters and cruised around the island. No one died, luckily. That evening we had dinner at this little place in the Plaka and as we left started talking to this random group of English speakers. And what do you know! They were Mennonite! It was a group of Canadian Mennonites from Ontario. We enjoyed talking with them and sharing our travels for a while. Small world. Small, small world.

The next day, the 13th, we hopped on a bus to go to Corinth. I was pretty impressed at how well maintained the ancient city was. We read Acts 18 (I think that's the right one) and could see where it all would have happened. Then after luch we had a short worship service in the theater there. It wasn't much, but it was nice closure to Greece.

From there we rode on the bus for a little way to catch our floating city to Bari, Italy. It was a "SuperFast Ferry." I'm not quite sure what to say about this leg of the journey. The whole trip took 14 hours and was spent in luxory. The boat had a casino and arcade and disco and could room 1500 people! Our group had a private lounge to meet in for another meeting about Paul and for chapel planning. (Everyone had better go to chapel on the 23rd at 10:00!) The one piece of sad news is that the trusted Rook deck has called it quits. It has seen hundreds of games this semester, but without a 1 and 13 and only extremely obvious 2s, 3s, and 4s to replace them, the deck had to be retired.

At Bari we were met by Virginia Mennonite Missions workers. They gave us a short presentation and packed us lunches and sent us on our way. After 6 hours we arrived in Rome and the Mariono Hotel. Today has consisted of the Roman Forum, Constantine's Arch, the Circus Maximus, the Collesium, Olympic Stadium, the Spanish Stairs, and some sweet fountain. The food has been incredible! I'm glad to spend 8 days here so that I can try as much Italian food as possible! Tomorrow will bring many more sites!

Life is great and I am out of time unless I want to pay another euro, which I don't.

Friday, April 11, 2008

Athens

Wow it's hard to believe that this trip is nearly over! I thought our excursion to Europe would never come! And now that is has the temptation is to start talking about home and summer and how we all will have to readjust to the US. Those will all work out somehow and right now all of us are trying to stay focused on the present. And as far as presents go, Athens is a pretty sweet one!

We all made it onto the bus at 2:15am to leave Nazareth and get to the Ben Gurion airport in Tel Aviv. Leaving Israel was a bit of a hassle, but no one was scarred too horribly. (it wasn't really that bad.) Our flight to Athens was short and mostly full of sleep. I loved watching the Mediterranean give way to the landscape of Greece. This truly is a beautiful land!

Our days here are very nice and relaxed and I think we all greatly appreciate that. Both days have been run in similar fashion. We all meet at 8:45 to go to a site (the Aeropogus, the Olympic Stadium) for a lecture from our leader for an hour or so. Those lectures always focus on Paul and the changing church as Paul travels through these lands and are always hilarious because our leader is so enthusiastic! Then we are all given a worksheet to fill out by 6:00. It involves traveling to a bunch of famous sites and reflecting on a scripture passage or some other thoughts. Through this we have all pretty well learned the downtown area of Athens and have seen most of the famous sites. At 6:00 we discuss our findings and share our insights. The evening is then free to eat and do whatever until the process starts again.

I'm pretty sure that everyone's first meal in Athens was adamantly not kosher. I had pork and it was mixed with cheese. None of us have had pork of any kind for 3 months and meat cannot be mixed with cheese. I have had ham or pork or bacon every meal since and it's lovely.

Let's see, the Acropolis. The scaffolding was a bit disappointing, but it is awesome to imagine that hill in its prime! The Parthenon is apparently being reconstructed or something after a piece was removed and replaced. It has reminded all of us of the temples we saw in Egypt, mostly Karnak and Luxor. I wish we all could enjoy these sites for what they are instead of doing constant comparisons, but I suppose that is the nature of a trip like this.

We've seen the ancient Agora and a church dedicated to Paul and the Temple of Hephestus and the Tower of the Winds. We've also discussed how the Christian church was influenced by the Athenian senate and how our democracy was started here in Athens. Basically, we've been amazed at how much those stoics thought about as they stood around trying to perfect life. Unfortunately, life still isn't perfect even in Athens.

This morning was the commencement of the first ever Christian Movement Olympic Games. I'm sure it'll be surprising to hear that the only people who qualified were 30 students from the USA. Needless to say, we swept the podium. It was only one team event involving running across a square to answer questions about stuff we've learned the last week. We actually got a few spectators! Winners got a laurel wreath and my team was far from winning. Too much fun!

Well, my time is about up. I have to go share my insight of today with the rest of the group. First though, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, APRIL!!! I'm sad I can't be there to celebrate with you, but at least I could share port of my day with you. Have a most excellent day today, sister!

Only 11 days left.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Fauzi, Nazareth and other amazingness

It's been a while, but I actually have time to write now! I can't catch up on everything, but I will be able to share a bunch of stories! I am sitting at the one computer in the Fauzi Azar Inn in the old city of Nazareth about 12 minutes walking from Nazareth Village. We have this ridiculous line for this one computer, but I'm not getting off until I'm done.

So we had a few more days on the kibbutz after I last posted. Not too much happened, in relative terms. We finished our interviews and papers and discussion groups. We wrapped up our lectures and Hebrew lessons. Daniel, Aaron and I finished up our time with the dogs cleaning kennels and painting chairs. Overall, I was ready to go. The free time and Jordan River and hammocks and flourish of card game playing was excellent, but if I had to choose my least favorite spot this trip it'd be the kibbutz.

So now we're in Nazareth. Our days are spent mostly at Nazareth Village, a 1st century village in the heart of the modern city of Nazareth. It's really quite random. The church owned this land for many many centuries when someone sold it so they wouldn't have to pay taxes on it. Not too long ago people bought it and started constructing a working 1st century village! It's not a full village, but it's crazy how large it can be in the middle of a city!

When we're there we mostly to manual labor. They are always building and it all takes a tremendous amount to human labor with all hand tools. They are planting trees and getting ready to put a roof on the weavers house. So people strip bark and carry logs and dig trenches and a ritual bath. It's all tough. We love it though! Basically it means you get to hang out with a small group of friends all day!

I like the fact that anyone who works where tourists walk must be in 1st century clothing. So those that do have sandals and robes and everything. I appreciate the strictness even though it means my glasses create a problem. So far I've stayed out of the tourists eyes, but when I can't I'll have to take off my glasses whenever a tour group comes by. I find it quite interesting that of all 30 students I am the only one with glasses. Oh well.

The rest of our time is spent on our final 3 credit class of the semester involving the Christian movement through the Mediterranean. Linford has a masters degree class studying here and they all have to give sizable lectures. So we've learned about the Roman Empire as compared to modern day Israel, travel in the 1st century and the Jesus Trail, the religious elite and their lifestyle, and rebellions and resistance of the 1st century. Tomorrow we learn about food and eating in the 1st century. With that last one we also get a meal, which ought to be unique. I've been enjoying everything!

All I have to say is that Google Earth is amazing! We've had too much fun with it these last few days! The presentation on travel used Google Earth to show the routes in Israel. Before and after the lecture we just took turns fooling around and showing each other where we live. I'm definitely going to use Google Earth the describe all my travels for the last 3 months!

Also as a part of the travel lecture, we walked to Zippori from Nazareth yesterday. We were the first group ever to walk any portion of the Jesus Trail, but soon many groups will be traveling it! It's still a rough path, but tons of fun to hike! That leg took about 2 hours and there was a bus to drive us back to Nazareth after we were done at Zippori, but 5 of us forgo(ed? forwent?) the bus and hiked all the way back. I'm so glad I walked it all! Conversation is so much better walking than taking a bus. It's completely worth the effort!

At the Fauzi we mostly just play card games, laugh an outrageous amount, wait for the shower, and read/write. Rook, Euchre, Up and Down the River, Checkers, Briscola (and Riscola and Ricola and Trinity), Scum, 31, and probably more. There is also a 1500 piece puzzle going together. On top of that we had a paper due at the start of this week and one due on Saturday. It's been so great!

I have way more stories to tell, but I can't tell them all! I'm really looking forward to telling so many stories when I get home! Most days I don't want to go home and I'd rather stay here and live more stories to tell, but occasionally I just want to be home right away to tell all my stories now. 3 weeks is all that's left and I'm afraid it won't be enough.

Random facts that most people don't care about: I'm actually leading our trip's NCAA bracket and if UCLA can pull off the win then I'll get like 15 euros! Sun burns have been a problem and I'll have a pretty fantastic farmers tan when I get home. I've recently had a stretch of days where I kept singing Clay Crosse songs, mostly "I Will Follow Christ." Today the song was "A Place Called Grace." Liberal Arts beat Computer Science in a Euchre series. I keep having Texaco moments like in 4th grade. (Maybe only Darrel will get that one.) Oh, and life is really good!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Again, no time

Sorry, I still don't have time to write much. Easter was indeed wonderful and this week has been full of thought, work and a healthy dose of relaxation! I have just finished my Pastoral Assistant application for next fall and I registered for classes. For those who care: New Testament Studies: Paul; Colloquium: Cities; Colloquium: Sex, Death, and Politics Reading Genesis Philosophically (that needed the whole title); Speech; Interpersonal Relationship Skills; Biblical Theology of Peace and Justice; hopefully Chamber Singers; and guitar lessons.

Life is good here! Thanks for all those that wrote comments and for the emails and facebook stuff. I'm sad to have missed the reunion of friends in Corning over Easter, but Darrel gave out extra hugs so that helps a bit. We have a NCAA bracket battle going on over here too, so I am connected home in that way! We even get ESPN here at Afikim, so we did get to watch some games! Ok, no more time. I'm done.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Tomorrow is Easter!!

I am doing wonderfully well here at Kibbutz Afikim! I don't have time to write hardly anything before I get kicked off this computer, but I have to at least write something! We've been learning more Hebrew, working around the kibbutz and actually doing schoolwork for once. Tomorrow we are blessed to be able to have a sunrise service for Easter on the bank of the Jordan River! One of us will actually get baptized too! It'll be a great day! That's all for now!

Monday, March 17, 2008

Last day in Jerusalem

It's sad. In less than 3 hours we will be leaving Jerusalem for the rest of the semester. I hope to come back some day, but it won't be for a while and who knows how it'll be politically! I guess Tony Blair wants Palestine to declare independence right now as a first step to the peace process instead of waiting for peace first. I'm not sure what'll happen.



We are off to the Galilee for the next 2 weeks. We'll be living and working at Kibbutz Affikim, right on the Jordan river, about a mile south of the Sea of Galilee. I'm not sure what all that will entail, but I do know that in the next two weeks our projects and papers and presentations are all due. That'll be a lot of work, but it's all extremely interesting stuff!



Thanks for all the comments on my last blog! The mysterious event of Thursday night was our meeting with Mordecai Vanunu. He's the one who leaked Israel's nuclear secrets to the world. He has spent 18 years in prison, 12 of which were solitary confinement. He is currently restricted to Jerusalem and it is illigal for him to speak with foreigners. Oops. He loves speaking with foreigners! There could be problems from that, but he refuses to be quiet about what he has seen and experienced. I was blown away by his story! He's a great man in my opinion, but certainly very dangerous.



I'm not sure what all the comments about the pictures were of, but yeah, there were some really sweet rocks to climb! The cliffs at Qumran were especially fun! Paul Wirght, our guide just pointed at the cliffs and said "I'll meet you in the cave that looks like Ohio in 10 minutes." So we went!



A bunch of us were able to ascend to the Temple Mount this morning! The times are confusing because the mount is closed around the Muslim calls to prayer which happen many times a day. So I was up there for about 20 minutes. Unfortunately they wouldn't let any foreigners in the Dome of the Rock or Al-Aqsa Mosque. Still I got to see what this whole conflict is all about. In the midst of the massively crowded Old City of Jerusalem is a vast elevated expanse of open air with a few buildings and tons of stone. It's Mount Moriah, the Temple Mount, the mount of Muhammed's ride and ascention, the mount where the Messiah will return. Some even think it is the site of the Garden of Eden. Wow.



Yesterday was Palm Sunday! I went to East Jerusalem Baptist once more and then walked for hours and hours as part of the Jerusalem Palm Sunday processional. It started at Bethphage on the eastern side of the Mt of Olives and ended in the Old City at St. Anne's. Palm branches, olive branches, flag, banners, guitars, singing, clapping, dancing, praying, monks, nuns, bishops, priests, people from all over the world, languages like I have never heard! It was incredible! The unity of the Christian faith is impressive! It's a diversity that is completely foreign to Judaism and Islam. I'm proud to be a Christian!



On Friday we were given one assignment and all day to do it. We went to 4 sites in Jerusalem and read and reflected on the story of this week from Luke--The Upper Room, Gethsemane, the High Priest's house, and the Garden Tomb. I chose to go by myself and adored every minute! Passion week has never been that much of a big deal to me, but being here, living here, walking the streets, seeing the story, the whole thing has come alive! Jesus walked and taught and died and rose again right here! So amazing!



That evening we were spectators at the Western Wall as Jews from all sects brought in the Sabbath. It's difficult to explain, but I'm so very gald we could see that. Then for dinner we had a Christianized traditional sabbath meal. That also was amazing! If it happened every week I'm sure it would lose some uniqueness. Once in a while with friends and family is great though.



Last night, we had an EMU Palm Sunday service at the Basilica at Ecce Homo. It was powerful. Things didn't go as we planned them. Some of the songs weren't quite right and the order of service was a bit off, but God was there. The place and the day, what we'd all been through and where we're all going, brought us together. We had communion and allowed for a very long time of sharing. We celebrated Jesus' entry and looked ahead at the pain that is to come. The songs ended up meaning more to me than I had expected. It was great.



Ok, I really shouldn't write any more or I won't have anything to say when I get home! But I do have to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SISTER!! I know I'm a day early, but there won't be internet access on the kibbutz. I'll be thinking of you all day tomorrow! And I'll be praying for a fantastically wonderful, incredibly awesome day for you! Yay!

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Now at Ecce Homo

Ecce Homo is a convent type thing (Sisters of Zion) in the heart of the Old City of Jerusalem. I almost feel like I could throw a stone onto the Temple Mount from the balcony! It would be more like 2 really good stone throws away, but the Dome of the Rock is so close. To make this story a sad one, I have to say that there is a chance that we won't be able to get onto the Temple Mount at all this semester. With the recent violence it is very difficult to get there, but our leaders are working on it. Maybe I could just jump from rooftop to rooftop and then climb the wall! Maybe not.

Thanks for all the updates people gave me! Snow would have been lovely for some of the really warm days last week, but now it has cooled down a bit. It's a bit sad to know I couldn't be home for Spring break to see my family and friends (and friends that live at my house like family!), but I guess since I'm here and since Darrel couldn't either then I'm ok. I can't wait to hear your stories, bro! And yes, "11 Minutes" totally is not my style. I'm a bit surprised I read it all, but in the end I'm glad I did.

This week has been mainly for studying Judaism, but we've done other things as well, like play Rook and Mafia and Euchre and Cranium. Yeah, we have been given some free time. It's usually lectures and/or field studies from 8:30am to 4:30pm, then free time until the next morning. A lot of free time was spent swapping stories from free travel or playing games. 2 nights ago, we were able to celebrate our leader's birthday! That was so much fun! Last night, Brent and I made a return trip to Sarriots and this time we brought 5 others with us. Laughs and games and food and music and Fawlty Towers for 4 hours meant we had to wake the night guard at Ecce Homo to let us back in. Oops.

Brent and my final days at Sarriots went well to say the least! It was an amazing way to spend the last 2 days of that week. On Sunday we even go to have a church service in the garden of their church and have a potluck afterwards! I loved it all! There was a very happy reunion as all 30 of the EMUers finally came back together again.

My favorite part of Ecce Homo is the layout. It seems random as layers have been added on top of others. So a lot of the hallways are open-air rooftops with many great views and there are a lot of sets of stairs. All the guys stay in two large connected rooms with "cubicles." Each one has a bed, desk, closet, lamp, and sink. Sound and light all run together and make it possible to know what everyone is doing even though everyone has their own space. It works for me!

We've had a plethora of lectures on all sorts of subjects: Hebrew, Jerusalem, historical Judaism, the Holocaust Museum (Yad Vashem), the history of Isreal from Israeli eyes, David's Tower, the current Jewish state, and Jewish religious customs. The speakers have had very interesting personalities! It is difficult to not be engrossed in what they have to say. I've learned quite a lot as some missing puzzle pieces have finally been revealed. I can't say what we are doing tonight because it has one of our leaders quite nervous about the ramifications. I think it'll be even more fascinating than the rest of the week has been!

I think that's about it. There are new pictures on the EMU website to check out. I'm in 7 of them and one of the captions actually mentions me by name! There's my proof; I am actually here in the Middle East!

Friday, March 7, 2008

Home in Jerusalem

I know this will never fully compare to home in Corning, but it is incredibly nice to feel at home here in Jerusalem! The Sarriots have been kind enough to allow Brent and I to crash at their home for a few days as we finish up our week of free travel. It's more than I could have dreamed of! I would have been content with a bed, food, and a shower, but they piled on a computer, TV, plenty of books and movies, excellent homecooked food, laundry, and great company with a full load of laughs! I couldn't ask for anything more!

Free travel technically started on the 1st, but I, and most of the other EMU students, stayed at JUC so it hardly counts. The first day of real free travel was the 2nd. On that day 16 of us found ourselves in Istanbul! Now, it was a bit more planned than that, but we were all still a bit shocked when we finally got there! Exiting Israel was a tad bit difficult, but entering Turkey was no problem.

We stayed at the Golden Age Hotel near Taksim Square in Istanbul, about a 45 minute walk (once we learned the way) to the old city sites. Besides walking a whole lot, I didn't really do too much in the city. This week was more for relaxation than for tourism. Still, I made sure to go to the Hagia Sophia, Blue Mosque, Topkapi Palace, Archeological Museum, Grand Bazaar, and Spice Market.

Our first night in Istanbul provided a surprise! We could hear the sound for quite a distance, but no one could quite grasp what exactly we were hearing. Then we saw it! It was a gigantic football stadium, pounding as the fans cheered on their Basiktas team! We walked around 3/4 of the fence outside the stadium trying to get a peak in at the action, but were constantly pushed on by the hundreds of police officers lining the fence. (Funny thing: although we and dozens of other people couldn't watch the game through the fence, a lot of officers were ignoring the spectators and just watching the game through the fence. That must be a nice shift to have!)

On our second night 8 of us set out from our hotel to walk to Asia. After walking for 2 hours we had gone far enough to learn that walking across the bridge of the 2 contintents was actually illegal! Where's the fun in that? It wasn't a worthless trip though. We had a blast exploring the city and talking! The next day we took a ferry to Asia and had dinner there satisfying our bicontinental asperations.

Yesterday, we got up around 5:00am to catch our bus to the airport to fly back to Tel Aviv. Getting into Israel came with some difficulties, but in the end we all must have passed our short interrogations because we all made it in! It took a little work to find our hostel and it wasn't a real nice one, but it was right on the beach so the complaints were cut short. An afternoon on the beach for me meant the finishing of "Shadow of the Hegemon" for me. Overall, I'm not a huge fan of Tel Aviv. 10 of the EMU students are staying 2 more nights, but I feel much better in Jerusalem with Brent and the Sarriots.

So today was a day of travel. Bus to the Central Bus Station. Then bus to Jerusalem. Then taxi to the Aroma Cafe where Mrs. Sarriot picked us up to drive us to their home. After all that it was amazing to relax! I started reading "Eleven Minutes" by Paulo Coelho and watched 2 episodes of "Fawlty Towers" and "Gladiator" for the first time all the way through. I've also unlocked all the songs on my mp3 player that have been unplayable for the last 2 months because they were in a different format! Everything is going well here!!

How about some Spring break updates from home? Any good stories to tell?

Friday, February 29, 2008

The Sea of Galilee among other things

It's a good thing they don't put a limit on fun on this cross-cultural! I've had a pretty fantastic last 5 days! Just to get it out of the way, here is where I've been: Caerasea, Mt Carmel, Megiddo, Ein Gev, Hazor, Dan, Caesarea Phillipi, Golan Heights, Hippos, Kursi, Gamla, Capernaum, Mt of Beatitudes, Cliffs of Arbel, Nazareth, Mt Gilboa, Bet Shean, Old Testament Jericho, New Testament Jericho, and Gethsemane. Woah! It seems like a whole lot of traveling, but actually all this places are pretty close together. Most of those sites we hit on our 4 day trip up to the region of the Sea of Galilee.

I have no idea what of that to explain. I have over 50 pages written from those sites, but there's no way I'm typing it all. I'll pick a top 3 and if you want to here about another place just say so in a comment. No guarantees, but I do have some more free time these next few day that I could write more.

#3 Cliffs of Arbel. These are on the west side of the Sea of Galilee and are sheer cliffs with caves in the middle. I don't have numbers on the height, but when Herod tried to capture that area his soldiers could neither climb down of the caves nor climb up to them. So the soldiers were let down in baskets over the side and killed anyone who didn't surrender. Some that didn't surrender chose suicide instead. That seems to be a sad theme for a lot of the battles at these sites.

The bus dropped us off at the top of the cliffs and we all climbed down. For a little while there are just stairs, but then there's a place where stairs are even impossible. In that section they have a bunch of climbing staples and cables on the side of the cliff face. It was a tad bit dangerous to be sure, but no one died. 3 of us challenged ourselves to do it without hands. Turns out that's possible!

Unfortunately, the caves were receiving some sort of repair work so we couldn't climb the stairs to the large caves where the resistors lived. Instead we could climb up to the smaller, but still impressively large caves. Caves and cliffs are a good combination!

#2 Dan. By defaut I think I have to like this place, but even without the name I would still like it. Most of the ancient sites we visited had one main problem: water. Apparently water is important to survival or something like that. So people went through huge amounts of effort to secure a lasting water source for every city. Dan did not have that problem. Dan Spring is the largest spring in the Middle East and the largest supplier of the Sea of Galilee! We've seen all sorts of trickles or puddles or creeks called springs, but this was a full blown river! The sound was amazing as we walked along it. Running water is not a familiar sound here. The river also allows for all sorts of animal and plant life that we had never seen before. It seemed life a rainforest by comparison. We found a turtle and some lizards and some gorgeous flowers! It was a great little hike!

There were 2 significant buildings at Dan that our guide pointed out. The first was an arched gateway from long before Rome or Greece had any influence on the region. So the thought that Europeans invented the arch apparently isn't true. The second building was the temple built by Jeroboam in 1 Kings 12. It's an impressive ruin but not one of good news for the ancient Israelites. That was the beginning of the end for the Northern kingdom.

#1 Hippos. A lot of people thought we were crazy and it was entirely conceivable that we were, but I wouldn't take it back for the world! At 4:30am after a full day of travel and before another one, 7 of us got up to climb the decapolis city of Hippos. Our goal was to make it to the top of this mountain from our resort on the Sea by sunrise. We had to hustle if we wanted to make it! Some of you know that my Dad's side of the family is notorious for walking really fast. Well, I was with 6 other people that must be able to claim even quicker ancestry! I struggled to keep up! We all made it up in time though!

The city was beautiful! I suppose anything will be beautiful after a blistering 90 minute climb at 4:30 in the morning. The ruined city was all made out of dark basalt rock and the central road stretched much longer than any other Roman road I had seen! There were columns every where and I can only hope that the rock came from the top of the mountain and not the bottom. We walked through a seemingly random tunnel and rested as the sun poked above the mountains. Then we climbed all the way back down to start the real day. Yeah, that was excellent! I've certainly skipped a lot of details.

Alright, it's late. I have an exam tomorrow and then the JUC portion of this cross-cultural will be finished! Next on the schedule is free travel and I'll be heading over to Istanbul! The plane leaves on Sunday, so I get one more full day in Jerusalem before I leave.

By the way, I'm listening to the soundtrack to Spirit as I type all this. Thanks, bro! All sorts of random songs have been in my head, usually involving a random phrase from a scripture passage we read. Or from a VeggieTales movie, that happens a lot too. I finished "Three" last week some time and now I'm reading "Shadow of the Hegemon," part of the "Ender's Game" collection. That's all for now.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Well, it's been yet another fabulous day! I woke up in Arad at, what I'm told, will be the poshest hostel I will ever experience. It was great! After a few too many days without a warm shower, that was just what I needed!

We've been all over the land of Judah these last 3 days. None of the ancient sites are inhabited today, but the locations of the sites are still well known today. Everyone seemed to have the same idea for centuries! One civilization would build a city at a strategic location and then eventaully it would be destroyed. When the next people come along, the location was still strategic so they build right on top of the destroyed city using what remains they could. Now all that's left is a tell, an artificial hill filled with ruins from the past millenia! Those are the sites we visited.

Not many of them were fully excavated, in fact some seem to have been barely touched. There's not much money to be made in archeology here anymore. Any thing of value was kept with the most current surface generation and enough digging has been done to know pretty much exactly what is under every tell. Why spend the man power to discover nothing new? The ones that were excavated looked a lot alike with small differences. Gezer has a 6 chamber gate that Solomon would have built when the city, as well as a daughter, was given by Pharoah. Lachish has a seige ramp built up by Sanacarib when he attacked Judah during Hezekiah's reign. Azekah had a group of Israelis acting out the story of David and Goliath. That was pretty funny! Beth Shemesh had a cistern we could climb down into. Arad had a mysterious temple with 2 deities, Yahweh and his Ashorah.

Beersheva was a bit different. This site had been completely excavated so that the entire ancient city could easily be seen. Sure the walls had fallen down, but the overall layout of the town was easy to see from the nearby tower. Some walls had been built up a bit higher to give even more of a feel for the ancient homes. Here they also found a horned alter, while there was only supposed to be one in Jerusalem. That's odd and archeologist still don't really have an answer.

We explored the land of the tribe of Benjamin on Thursday. Mt Scopus; Nabi Samwil, from here we could see Gibeah, Gibeon, Ramah, and a few other Biblical cities; Gezer; Beth Shemesh, where we could see Zorah; and, Azekah, here we could see Gath. At Beth Shemesh we heard the story of Samson and could see exactly where it happened. Azekah was where the Isreali group so kindly acted out the story for us, but we could see the Sorek valley where David and Goliath would have faced off. Also at Azekah we had the chance to climb in some caves. Unfortunately it was too muddy, well, too muddy for most of us. I explored the dry caves and I can only hope that the pictures of the 2 bravest souls gets on the EMU website.

On Friday our trip headed south. Lachish was the "toaster" for Israel as it needed one more thing to stand on to reach the cookie jar on the top shelf. From there the coastal plains, Egypt and Jordan were accesible. Beersheva I already mentioned. Arad was the strangest with its polytheistic (bitheistic?) temple and wall well larger than the population center. Then we saw an erosion crater called the "Big Crater." It was quite impressive and quite expansive! We were able to climb around there a little bit. Then we headed to the modern day Arad for the night.

4 stops today before getting back to JUC. First, Masada, Herod the Great's rediculous palace. Second, En Gedi, the coast of the Dead Sea. Third, Wadi David, a gorgeous nature preserve! And last, Qumran, the site of the Dead Sea Scrolls. At Masada, Aaron and I set an EMU record for accending the 400 foot high cliff path at 4 minutes 8 seconds! To us it doesn't matter that there was no previous record to break. We get to hold the record for at least 2 years anyway! Wadi David had a whole lot of waterfalls and ibexes and conies to watch. Ibexes with massive horns scampering up cliff faces is quite the sight to see! We had fun climbing to a nonimportant cave at Qumran where Paul Wright, the director of JUC gave us a lecture. Oh yeah, I should have mentioned that. Cindy, our normal professor, had lost her voice on Tuesday, was back with us for Wednesday and Thursday, but then couldn't speak again on Friday so Paul came with us on our 2 day trip.

Now we are back on Mt Zion! Tonight I studied for our exam tomorrow and filled up my journal from Rachel! Thanks, Rachel! On to journal number 2! Alright, it's 1:09am here. Time for bed.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

What a day!

I really shouldn't still be awake here. We leave for our all day trip through the land of Benjamin in less than 7 hours and I still need to sleep and get up and pack and eat breakfast, and here I am at a computer posting on my blog. Oh well, I don't really care. I need to tell people about today!

I just finished journaling and I wrote 9 pages for today. That's actually not a record for this trip, but it's getting close. What we did today was just way too exciting to put off writing about! In the morning we had our New Testament Old City walk and in the afternoon we had our Old Testament Old City walk! I've been all over this city about 4 times now and I still can't get enough of it! I love it here!

Backing up. Two days ago our class started here at Jerusalem University College. Our professor, Cindy Parker, is amazing! She is clearly very passionate about the subject of Biblical Geography and knows more than I can imagine about the topic! I feed off her energy and everything I learn is new and exciting! We've learned about water and rocks and hills and valleys and farming and weather cycles and festivals and building materials and much more. It's incredible to see Bible stories and passages come to life! I've especially enjoyed seeing the imagery first hand that David wrote of in the Psalms.

Monday afternoon we recieved a tour of the Old City, learned the main roads and saw the main buildings, learned the surrounding valleys and hill and gates. We went to the Pools of Bethseda and touched the Wailing Wall. Unfortunately, it was a bit rainy and cold, but that turned into a blessing on Tuesday!

We woke up on Mt Zion to see snow covering the ground! It was still coming down with huge, wet flakes and everything looked frosted. Cindy had lost her voice, so that with the snowy weather gave us a very relaxing day. We still had 5 hours of class, but that's much less than the 9 hours planed! The director of JUC, Paul Wright, taught us in the morning after giving us an extra hour to walk around the Old City and take pictures of the snowy land. I, not having a camera, simply walked around the city from Jaffa gate to Zion gate singing and watching the snow fall. Linford took charge of our afternoon class and taught from Cindy's notes. That meant we were done at 2:20 instead of 5:30. None of us were complaining!

This morning, actually mostly by the end of yesterday, the snow had all melted and everything was just wet. It was still quite cold and sprinkles fell from time to time. The New Testament sites we saw today were: the claimed upper room for the Last Supper, excavated sites all along the Temple Mount, and the Church of the Holy Sepulchre. I enjoyed the steps up to the Temple Mount the best for some reason. I think I just liked the image of a bunch of rabbis and Jesus sitting there teaching their disciples. The Church of the Holy Sepulchre is something else! I'm a bit disappointed that it looks nothing like the hill of Calvary or a tomb, but I got over that. I saw the tomb that was supposably empty on Easter morning and it most certainly wasn't empty! Tourists formed a huge line to get into the tomb and there were always at least 2 people in there! All through the morning, Cindy (in a very quiet voice or with Linford being her microphone) shared Bible passages that suddenly made a whole lot more sense.

The afternoon started and ended with Hezekiah. First we saw a section of the "broad wall" that would have been built in his time to defend Jerusalem from the north. Then we spent a whole lot of time in the City of David, a tiny portion of the Old City. It is all on the Eastern Hill with the Kidron Valley on the east, the Hinnom Valley on the south and the Central Valley on the west. At some points the ridge is only 25 meters wide, but a wall halfway into the valley made the city big enough to actually be a city. The temple mount is much, much wider than the Eastern hill at that spot!

There is no good reason to build a city on the Eastern Hill as opposedthe Western Hill except for the spring of Gihon in the Kidron Valley. That water source is why the City of David existed. It is why the Jebusites built the shaft that David could use to attack the city. It is also why Hezekiah dug a really long and windy tunnel under the city. We got to walk the entire length of Hezekiah's tunnel today! There was always about a foot of water and at times closer to 2.5 feet! The ceiling was rarely high enough to stand and the walls were very narrow. Plus it was pitch dark. We had so much fun for those 15 minutes!

A few more notes: I've played 4 games of "up and down the river" in the last 2 days and had way too much fun doing so. I started and will soon finish reading "Three" by Ted Dekker. Many songs poured through my head today, including "Thief," "I Want to Be Like You," "Will you come and follow me," "Missin' You," "Be Thou My Vision," and randomly "Sweet April Child."

Alright, I really should sleep.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

At JUC

Here I am in the little computer lab at Jerusalem University College. There are only 5 computers and I have a feeling the EMU students will be using them all quite frequently, much to the chagrin of the semester long JUC students. This place is beautiful! I'm going to guess that we're within 400 yards of the old city of Jerusalem. Yesterday we had a free day to explore the old city and I was surprised at how small it is, but even so, with all the small windy roads I got lost. By the end of the 2 weeks here hopefully that won't happen.

Leaving Beit Sahour was a bit sad. After 3 weeks in one place I finally started to feel comfortable! I could wander the streets and talk with random people and really feel at home. Then we had to leave. I guess that's just part of the semester. At least we had 3 weeks there instead of our rapid pace through Egypt and Jordan. And now we have 2 weeks in a place that is relatively comfortable because it's fairly characteristic college life.

JUC is really small! Our group has doubled the student population on campus! There are less than 70 students here for the semester, but only half live in dorms. Our meals remind me a lot of PYC, but without cabin tables. There's a ping pong table here, an answer to prayer for Brent and I! There is also a basketball hoop outside that a bunch of us used for over 2 hours yesterday with HORSE and Knockout. The gardens are so stunning! We ate lunch on the grass yesterday! It's been quite a while since I've sat on nice green grass.

Today I was blessed to be able to attend East Jerusalem Baptist church, where 6 EMU students went to spend a day with Mr. Sarriot! The Baptist church is going through renovations, so we actually met across the street in a 7th Day Adventist church (reminds me of CMF in a way!). I think over half the congregation was visitors to the church and as a result we didn't actually fit in the meeting room. I didn't mind though! It was so nice to have a service in English with songs I knew and a sermon I could understand!

After church Mr. Sarriot took us out for lunch to Jericho! We had driven through Jericho before, but now we were able to walk the streets and eat the food. We were joined at lunch by a German couple that also attend East Jerusalem Baptist. I'm not entirely sure what there's positions are but it's something to do with the German Embassy, which provides them a diplomatic ID card and helps tremendously for Israeli checkpoints! Even with the ID we had to wait 50 minutes to get through the checkpoint. I felt so bad for the Palestinians that may be waiting upwards of 4 hours to get through. It just doesn't make any sense.

Tomorrow we start our 2 week intensive course, which our leaders say will be the hardest part of the semester. Looking at the syllabus I believe them, but it's all on Biblical geology, geography, archeology, etc., so it'll be interesting enough to overcome the difficulty. I hope I can use a computer often, but I may not be able to. Even as I sit here, there are 2 people waiting to use 1 of the 5 here. So I'll be signing off!

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Happy Valentines Day!

I had no idea Valintines day was such a big deal over here! It's a much bigger holiday than in the United States! I have a party to go to at 8:00 (that's 1:00pm in Virginia, New York, etc) and I've used up most of my time on the computer doing other things, so this also won't be a real long post.

Thanks for all those that gave me updates! Believe me, I greatly appretiated them! I wouldn't mind some more, especially with the NBA rumors going around. Thanks also to whoever is watching my fanasty team, I don't actually know who is. This week is mine, bro!

So we are on our last 3 days here in Beit Sahour. This week has been run by MCC, not just ATG. So we were able to travel out of the West Bank. We went to Jaffa for a day and saw a lot of Jerusalem another day. In Jaffa I had the great pleasure to sit on the beach of the Med. Sea and eat Banana ice cream! For those minutes life was really great! Our day in Jerusalem was with ICAHD (Israeli Citizens Against Home Demolition). This quite possibly is the activist group that I agree with the most of all the ones we have met! The tour, especially the guide, was incredible! We saw the mess that is East Jerusalem and had lunch in a house that had been demolished 5 times already. That house has quite the story of applying for permits and receiving nothing over and over. They are persistant though!

This week we have also seen the inner workings of an olive wood factory. The artistry is incredible! I'll never show in 10,000 Villages the same! Our EMU Lotus basketball team had the pleasure of taking on a local team in Bethlehem last night. This team played the last EMU group here and we won by 40 or so I'm told. Well, this time we lost. By 9. That's not too bad considering who we have here and how little basketball experience we've had. I had 2 points on 1-4 shooting with 1 assist and 2 turnovers. Not the best statline. It was a great experience though! We all had so much fun!

If these last 3 weeks have been giving us kindling then our session with a Settler from Efrat was the spark! We finally have something to argue! We've been filled with Palestinian arguements and heard everything from a Palestinian bias for so long that it was starting to get dull. Now that we have been told the Israeli side we've pulled all we've learned and experienced over the last 19 days and started the debate. I think everyone is pro-Palestinian, but we have great debates over whether to be pro-Israeli too and to what degree. I can only see this continuing and that's just fine with me!

Alright, time's about up. I've read "Prince Caspian" and "Voyage of the Dawn Treader" the last week and now I've started "Into the Wild." I went through Chris Rice and Avalon singing phases and now I seem stuck on 4Him. "Be Thou My Vision" has been my most sung song over the last 3 days. Bye for now!

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Quick one

I only have a few minutes, so this'll have to be really quick. Sorry for those that want a longer post.

Life is going well. I think I'm no longer sick. Today we leave for parts of 2 days in Ramalla. For the last week we've been mostly sitting in our ATG (Alternative Tourism Group) room and listening to lectures on history, politics, culture, religion, etc in the area. The lecturers have all been impressively knowledgable but many have been quite confusing. Then again, I guess this whole region is a bit confusing.

We've also made a few short trips mostly in the Bethlehem region. On Saturday though, we took a day trip to Hebron! We visited the old city and the old market and the Christian Peacemaker Team and the Tomb of the Patriarchs. Amazingly enough, one of the CPTers is from Corning! She has a place next to Rico's on Market street and talked a lot about Soul Full Cup. Because Israel Visas only last 3 months she goes home quite often! Unfortunately I forget her name, but try to look her up.

If someone wants to I'd apprectiate some updates from the US. Maybe a sports update from Darrel. We heard the Giants won, but I don't know how. A Super Bowl commercial update would be cool to! All the news in our house is in Arabic, so a Presidencial campaign update would be cool too.

Alright, time to go.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

The snowy town of Beit Sahour

These 3 weeks will be interesting! After hotel hopping around Egypt and Jordan at a frantic rate, we now get 3 consecutive weeks at Palestinian homes in Beit Sahour, a suberb of Bethlehem in the West Bank. Phil and I are living at the Shomali house about a mile and a quarter from ATG (Alternative Tourism Group) where we have our daily classes, lectures, and tours. It's been fun to have other students living nearby our house to hang out with their families in the evening. Today is special because the snow has canceled ATG giving me extra time to blog! Schools have been canceled for a few days or the teachers have been on strike, but until now we've always had ATG.

It has been really nice to settle down these last 4 days. Phil and I have our own appartment in the basement of the Shomali house, but it has been more fun to spent time upstairs watching Arabic TV or just talking with my host dad. We've learned a bit of Arabic, so I can pratice a bit on my family. We don't know the letters yet, but I can say sabah ilheer every morning to greet my family!

Driving to Israel from Jordan was interesting, but I'd say boring as well. We stopped on Mt Nebo but this ever-present rain storm chased us away from the lookout and severely reduced our visability. Then we got our exit stamps, drove across no man's land and the tiny Jordan River and made it to the Israeli border. We all made it through in less than 30 minutes. I guess I should be thankful for an easy crossing, but I say it was boring. We skipped all the lines, they didn't check our luggage at all, and the only decision we faced was whether to get our passports stamped or a slip of paper to slide into our passports. I would have rather experienced a real border crossing.

We saw Jericho and the Dead Sea and we drove up the Mount of Olives to see old Jerusalem and all the sights, but all that was only a glimpse. Later in the program we'll live in Jerusalem for 2 weeks. Now we live in the oppressed West Bank. We were given tours of the illegal settlements, the fences and the wall on our first day. It certianly seems unfair an quite oppressive, but the Palestinians here seem to live a normal life, except for the fact that they can't travel 5km away to see Jerusalem and any extensive travel is a hassel barely worth dealing with. I'm sure I'll experience even more of this in the next few weeks.

Our experience at the Church of the Nativity in Bethlehem was interesting! See, we actually got kicked out. We were having a nice little tour from Imman, an ATG worker, when Linford saw the perfect opportunity for a joke. He said it, we laughed as has happened hundreds of times this trip. Then they kicked us out. No laughing in the Church of the Nativity! Remember that. After we stood outside for a while we were able to go back in and see the cave when Jesus was born and the alter of the 3 magi. It's a great church with fantastic history!

We also went to Bethlehem University, walked along the Separation Wall, saw the Shepherds Field, and experienced Palestinian cuisine and music. All of those stories will have to wait until later though.

As for my journaling, this steady home situation has allowed me to write a lot more. It has been incredibly good for me as I sort out my surroundings and experiences and my health. I haven't exactly been healthy for a while. Actually, I've been downright miserable, but there have been plenty of distractions so I've been able to continue enjoying life! If someone wants to hear more about my journal entries these last days then they'll just have to ask me when I'm home. Sorry.

I keep singing too! A lot of Bebo Norman recently, but I had a Celtic Woman stuck in my head randomly the other day. I can't even remember which one it was! Life is good!

Saturday, January 26, 2008

The internet cafe is cheap here in Amman and I had a free evening, so here I am again! Overall I had way too much fun with Bedoins the last few days! First of all, we rode camels. A herd of 27 camels took us for a walk around in the desert for an hour. They are the strangest animals and not all that comfortable, but if ever I needed to traverse great expanses of desert I'd be happy to have one! They seemed more reliable than the trucks/jeeps that we rode into the desert later that day. Those vehicles are ancient! We made it out to the springs, canyons and sand dunes though.

This morning a buch of us had the pleasure to experience some of the greatest rock climbing ever! It was all free climbing these massive sandstone/granite mountains that seem to just pop out of the vast plain of sand. We reached the top of one mountain to see a second peak just a bit higher that we had to climb. Then of course there was a third that was even higher yet! Luckily the fourth peak was quite a bit lower and couldn't taunt us to keep going! It was an exceptional morning!

Tomorrow we leave Jordan. That's the easy part. It means that we enter Israel, but we're actually going to the West Bank so it gets complicated. I really have no idea what to expect with all the checkpoints and border stations. All I know is that it might be a bit difficult, but everyone has made it through from the past groups! I'm excited to start our 3 week home stays with Palestinians! It'll be great!

By the way, I think I am getting in plenty of pictures. There have been many thousands of pictures taken, perhaps 10,000 and I know I'm in at least 16 of them. Just kidding. No, but really I counted.

Time to go.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Now in Petra

These last three days have been quite the physical test! Two days ago our group was in St. Catherine, a small tourist town located right at the base of Mt Sinai. So at 2:30pm we started our trek up the famous mountian! The first 80 minutes of the walk were really simple. They were always up, but wide smooth paths the whole time. Then it started going up--straight up! We had steps for the last 20 minutes to reach a summit that was completely worth the climb! Desert mountains as far as the eye could see! A small church was constructed at the top and served us very well in blocking the wind. Our visit was unique to all the other cross-culturals yet because we were met with snow at the top! Snow in the desert is not a common sight, but we were blessed with the chance to witness it! Our weather has been like that though. Rain is quite rare in Egypt and we had rain in both Luxor and Cairo. Jordan was also wet when we arrived. I've enjoyed the weather!

Yesterday was a travel day as we caught a ferry to Jordan and a bus to Petra. Today we hiked around ancient Petra for 9 hours! The valley is beautiful! I've only seem the movie once and I don't remember it well, but apparently Petra was in Indiana Jones: the Last Crusade. A lot of us here want to watch it but can't find it anywhere. So someone watch it for me and tell me what you think. I'd guess that we hiked around 7-8 miles today up and down canyon walls. We saw more facades than I can count and I was constantly amazed at the dexterity of donkeys.

Tomorrow we head out into the desert to spend parts of 2 days and a full night in tents with Bedouins! A part of that time will be camel rides. That's a bit freightening, but I'm sure it'll be a lot of fun!

I have really enjoyed getting to know what I refer to as my "family" these last 2 weeks. It's one big happy family of 30 students and 2 fantastic parents! It's been a blast sitting and talking with different people on the bus and walking with different people during our tours! As Sarah said today, it's really interesting to see who you are with by the end of the day! Then you can trace the events that made it happen. It's such a great family--I don't care who I spend the day with!

Reading/summarizing the story of the Exodus on the top of Mt Sinai was eye opening to be sure! I'd been in Egypt and saw it's splendor and beauty. Then I drove out into the desert and was tired of the sand and mountains very quickly. And finally I climbed Mt Sinai and saw that the desert continued as far as I could see. From that spot going back to Egypt looked very tempting! I knew Jordan awaited me so I kept going. The Israelites had the promise of a land and signs of a God who loved them, but continuing on into the desert was quite the step of faith!

My hour is up. Thanks for all those that read and post comments! I love to read them!